who is this

I tried to run from it and deny it, but now when I look at myself, I think. Who is this? I promised myself I'd remain the same that nothing would change but what...have I become? It consumed me from the inside out and so steadily it progressed that I've just realized that I'm not who I used to be.


All I would say now is 'Oui, D'accord et desole'. I'm in charge of my own happiness, I will now fight this monster that I myself cultivated.